This year and 2012 has been quite the challenge. If I knew how stressful it was going to be to make a TV show, I'm not sure I would have done it. I'm sure it will all be worth it. I did say I wanted a TV show and it is a huge responsibility and honor to get your own show! But I've worked hard enough to know that working hard is better when it's fun. And I need to find the fun. Please, I hope this year becomes fun. I must find the fun...!